hello
well im pretty much bored out of my mind so that means journal!
today i was pretty much on auto pilot. so i probably couldnt tell you what happened

except for the fact that im getting sick.. and.. thats never fun. i havnt really had time to draw lately. im trying to get my grades up alittle and i think its quite possably driving me crazy
my rat, daquiri, has a tumor half the size of her body and i just found out theres nothing i can do about it

the ballpark price for surgery is about $900 plus another $85 for the doctor to schedual a seperate 5 minute apointment to tell me everything i already know. i dont have that kind of money, but i also dont particularly want to put her through all that when theres a chance of the stiches getting infected. the tumor is just a benign mamory tumor so it dosnt hurt her but i can tell shes getting alittle frustrated with it.
ok this journal is way too depressing

well its raining today

i love rain!
and i just took a 4 hour nap (which i needed desperately) and watched the outsiders

i love that movie
and some other stuff but i think this is good for now. okey bai
